What can I do for you?
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There's a restlessness I've been carrying around lately. It's hard to describe without sounding ungrateful, so let me try to be precise about it.
There's a restlessness I've been carrying around lately. It's hard to describe without sounding ungrateful, so let me try to be precise about it.
I love the work I do. I believe in it. But there are days when I finish a project, a logo, a brand identity, something clean and considered, and I feel almost nothing. Not disappointment exactly. More like hunger. Like I ate but it wasn't quite what I needed.
I keep asking myself why impact matters so much to me. Why a 500 euro logo feels small even when it's good. Why I measure my days not just by quality of work but by whether anything I made moved something in the world. I don't have a clean answer yet. But I've stopped pretending the question isn't there.
Almost a year ago, I started getting genuinely excited about industrial design. Not as a passing curiosity, the way you scroll past something interesting and move on. More like a slow pull. The way objects are made to be held and used, for touch, for the way they live in a room. Something about it felt close to a question I'd been asking without knowing it.
I wanted to learn the craft properly. So I did what made sense at the time: I looked into going back to school.
And then I didn't.
Not because the idea was wrong, but because the school system wasn't built for what I actually wanted. I didn't want a diploma. I didn't want exams or grades or to spend two years fitting myself back into a structure designed for people who are just beginning. I wanted to sit in a workshop. I wanted to hear a mentor think out loud and steal with my eyes. The institution would have asked me to earn that privilege through a system I'd already outgrown.
So the idea faded. But it didn't leave.
It kept surfacing, quietly, the way certain thoughts do when they mean something. Earlier this week it came back with more force. So instead of thinking about it again, I did something different. I researched industrial design studios in Belgium. I found one that made me stop scrolling. And I reached out to the founder and asked if I could shadow them for a week, follow their designers at work, observe how they think.
We got on a call for about thirty minutes. Then we decided to meet in person.
And then they proposed an internship.
I'll be honest: I was embarrassingly excited. But I also didn't want to just show up empty-handed. So before we'd even sorted the details, I started thinking about what I could bring with me. Maybe I could shoot photos or video while I was there, content they could actually use. Maybe I could take the team out for dinner on a Friday night. Maybe there was a way my own skillset could serve them while I was learning from theirs.
I wanted to give before I'd received anything.
This is what Dan Mall, a designer and mentor I deeply respect, has been saying for years. Just ask. Not vaguely, not buried in context designed to protect you from rejection. Ask for the specific thing you actually want, and make it easy for the other person to say yes. But bring something with you. Come with something to offer. The ask that lands isn't just clear, it's generous. It already has skin in the game.
I think about that a lot as I'm building this space. Two hundred and twenty of you let these words into your inbox every week. I wrote recently about wanting to leave this world a little better than I found it. I meant it. But I also know how easy it is for that kind of sentence to stay comfortable on the page and never actually ask anything of you, or of me.
So here's me, asking.
If you need an introduction, tell me. If you're working on something and you're stuck, tell me. If you're a designer looking for work, or someone looking for a designer, or just a person carrying an idea you haven't told anyone yet, reply to this post or send me over an email.
I'm not promising I can help everyone. But I have a network, I have experience, and I have a genuine interest in what you're building. That's not nothing.
And if you do reach out, bring something with you. Tell me what you need, specifically. Make it easy for me to say yes.
The door is open. Just knock like you mean it.
I love the work I do. I believe in it. But there are days when I finish a project, a logo, a brand identity, something clean and considered, and I feel almost nothing. Not disappointment exactly. More like hunger. Like I ate but it wasn't quite what I needed.
I keep asking myself why impact matters so much to me. Why a 500 euro logo feels small even when it's good. Why I measure my days not just by quality of work but by whether anything I made moved something in the world. I don't have a clean answer yet. But I've stopped pretending the question isn't there.
Almost a year ago, I started getting genuinely excited about industrial design. Not as a passing curiosity, the way you scroll past something interesting and move on. More like a slow pull. The way objects are made to be held and used, for touch, for the way they live in a room. Something about it felt close to a question I'd been asking without knowing it.
I wanted to learn the craft properly. So I did what made sense at the time: I looked into going back to school.
And then I didn't.
Not because the idea was wrong, but because the school system wasn't built for what I actually wanted. I didn't want a diploma. I didn't want exams or grades or to spend two years fitting myself back into a structure designed for people who are just beginning. I wanted to sit in a workshop. I wanted to hear a mentor think out loud and steal with my eyes. The institution would have asked me to earn that privilege through a system I'd already outgrown.
So the idea faded. But it didn't leave.
It kept surfacing, quietly, the way certain thoughts do when they mean something. Earlier this week it came back with more force. So instead of thinking about it again, I did something different. I researched industrial design studios in Belgium. I found one that made me stop scrolling. And I reached out to the founder and asked if I could shadow them for a week, follow their designers at work, observe how they think.
We got on a call for about thirty minutes. Then we decided to meet in person.
And then they proposed an internship.
I'll be honest: I was embarrassingly excited. But I also didn't want to just show up empty-handed. So before we'd even sorted the details, I started thinking about what I could bring with me. Maybe I could shoot photos or video while I was there, content they could actually use. Maybe I could take the team out for dinner on a Friday night. Maybe there was a way my own skillset could serve them while I was learning from theirs.
I wanted to give before I'd received anything.
This is what Dan Mall, a designer and mentor I deeply respect, has been saying for years. Just ask. Not vaguely, not buried in context designed to protect you from rejection. Ask for the specific thing you actually want, and make it easy for the other person to say yes. But bring something with you. Come with something to offer. The ask that lands isn't just clear, it's generous. It already has skin in the game.
I think about that a lot as I'm building this space. Two hundred and twenty of you let these words into your inbox every week. I wrote recently about wanting to leave this world a little better than I found it. I meant it. But I also know how easy it is for that kind of sentence to stay comfortable on the page and never actually ask anything of you, or of me.
So here's me, asking.
If you need an introduction, tell me. If you're working on something and you're stuck, tell me. If you're a designer looking for work, or someone looking for a designer, or just a person carrying an idea you haven't told anyone yet, reply to this post or send me over an email.
I'm not promising I can help everyone. But I have a network, I have experience, and I have a genuine interest in what you're building. That's not nothing.
And if you do reach out, bring something with you. Tell me what you need, specifically. Make it easy for me to say yes.
The door is open. Just knock like you mean it.
I'm just getting started
and I'd love for you to join me along the ride. And if video's more your thing, I might be taking this to YouTube as well.